Where has the SUN gone??

It keeps teasing me....I look out the window and its there, then look again and its pouring down rain!!

The more I think about it, the weather is kind of like my mood lately.....One minute I'm happy as can be, the next....WHAM......dark clouds.

The last 4 months have been super challenging! In ways that I never imagined possible. I keep looking for answers and instead of answers, I just get more questions.

I know I wouldn't have made it through the last few months without the support of some pretty amazing friends!! and of course my family!

I am so looking forward to SUMMER and long, lazy days at the lake and not having a care in the world beyond getting a nice tan:)

For now I'm going to go make some lemon aid out of the lemons life has handed me and try and remember not to try and control the things I have no control over. That's a daily struggle for me but I'm learning!!:)

Oh and just one more thing......

Mothers Day is sunday and this year instead of wanting to be spoiled, I am going to spoil my boys!! They are the most amazing gift I have ever gotten and when they are all grown up and have families of their own, I want them to look back and know without a doubt they are LOVED no matter what, that whatever they choose to do with their lives will make me proud to be their mom!! If they ever question how amazing they are, how smart, talented, funny, handsome, creative, loving they are, then I have failed as a mother and that is one job I refuse to fail at!!