Well there isn't much to write about today. It has been a pretty boring week or so. I have been laying low and enjoying time with my little family, something that had been pushed to the back burner recently. I really don't know exactly how it happened, all I know is that I was in a pretty bad funk that I just couldn't seem to shake. When I took a step back and really looked at things I realized exactly why I was so moody and just plain GRUMPY!!!! It all started when we kinda decided that maybe Adam would take a job in another town, and we would only see him on the weekends. MAN I did not realize how much just the thought of this would affect me!! Instead of talking about all my fears about the whole thing I just shut down.. Its way easier for me to pull away from Adam than admit that I'm a big baby and don't know how I will make it through the long days and nights alone( well not really alone but without him) so I consumed myself with other things that were distracting to say the least!!! But distracting in what turns out was a bad way for me. Lesson learned!! Never distract yourself with someone else's problems, because at the end of the day you still have to deal with what it is you are distracting yourself from!!!!

Now its looking more and more like Adam isn't going to leave!!! Which may not be the best for us financially but we always manage to figure it out...somehow. He really hates his current job and I hate that he is so unhappy so I will support whatever decision he makes. I am however so THANKFUL that he loves me and the boys so much that he doesn't want to leave us, and he cares that we are all so happy here besides the job thing. We live about 2 streets away from my wonderful sister and her family and really the thought of not living by them alone is enough to make me want to cry. We have become so close I really don't know what I would do without her. And then there are all the wonderful people we have met here, and the great schools and I could go on and on and on.....If we have to move again I will be crushed but I guess I will survive:) So whoever reads this please pray for Adam to find a job close to home, so we can stay here!!! And if not that I will make it through 3 long months of him being gone all week and yet another move far away from my wonderful family who I cant imagine being separated from again:(

Poor Little Men:(

Its been a pretty lousy weekend in the Lulay household to say the least!! It all started on Friday. Kyler woke up telling me that he didnt want to go to school, which should have been the first clue to me that something was wrong, but I just figured that he was tired and sent him on his way. I work in his class on Fridays so I told him if he still didnt feel good when I got there I would take him home. While I was there he had a mini melt down, nothing to worry about, or so I thought. That night Austin babysat for us so Darrell, Rene, Adam and I could all go out to dinner, when we got home around 9 Kyler was already asleep.....Mind you Kyler is always the last to fall asleep!! Addison told us that he had fallen asleep before dinner and then again shortly after. So now I am putting it all together!! Great now we have probably infected the Woodland family as well!! Poor Kyler had a temp of 103 most of the day saturday.
Ethan and Kyler sleep together every night, since Kyler was sick I told Ethan he had to sleep alone last night which made him have a full scale melt down!!! Addison came to the rescue and said Ethan could sleep with him. So around 3 this morning I got a wake up call from Ethan, Im thinking great now Ethan is sick, but no, He tells me Addison is crying for me and cant walk, GREAT. So I give him medicine and tell Ethan he had to go back to his own bed, since Kyleris sleeping with me, he should be safe from the bug, right...NOPE!!! So around 1o this morning I am laying in bed trying to comfort Kyler and catch up on some sleep that I missed taking care of Addison and Ky all night and Ethan comes in lays down and tells me hes tired. I felt his head and sure enough he was burning up. So now I have 3 sick little boys. Kyler keeps telling me he is fine but he hasnt gotten off the couch in 2 days....so not fine!! Addison seems to have gotten the least of it so Im hopeing he will be fine by tomorrow. Ethan and Kyler look just horrible!! The worst part about it is we were supposed to go visit Adams family this weekend and had to miss all the fun. I feel so bad for them because they had been looking forward to it all week:(
Hopefully this will pass quickly!! Next week is a very busy week around here. All 3 boys have music programs at school that they will be sooo bummed if they have to miss!! So no fun around here this weekend, Hopefully Adam and I wont get this bug too. I have to say the boys have been really good patients:) It is awful that they are all sick at once but I guess its kinda a good thing to, at least we get it over with.
Rene~ I hope we didnt get your family sick!! Im so sorry if we did!!